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Holy fucking jesus, I think I just had a panic attack. I've never had one before, but what the internet tells me they're like was pretty spot-on.

I just finished watching a movie, a goofy romantic comedy because I'm too tired from no sleep + nightmares to watch the documentary I had planned. I got up from the couch and put my computer on my desk, plugged it in, and then all of a sudden all the blood rushed to my head and I got dizzy and started sweating and hyperventilating and my face got all hot and my chest hurt and I was so, so scared and I thought I was having a heart attack except that nothing was wrong with my left arm.

Does that sound like a panic attack, if you've had one? Should I go to the doctor? Should I just take a hydrocodone and go to bed and chalk it up to exhaustion and stress? That was really scary.

Sedea just sent me a text confirming our plan to go to LA for a weekend in September to stay with Nancy, and that was good timing--I really need a weekend away.
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What I want to know is, why did one of those punching guys take off his shirt halfway through the fight last night? Is it easier to punch people without a shirt on?
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This cab driver agrees that I am allowed to be angry about the way shit has gone down recently. I love agreeable cab drivers.
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Tonight was my first non-dean night out with my semi-secret new hairstyle, which is mostly just letting it be natural rather than straightening it to death, but I was super nervous, because I am 12. No one ran away from me, but then I just came home and it was GIANT, and I really hope it wasn't doing that all day.

My knees are wicked bruised from spendhing most of yesterday kneeling on that bench at the Comet. I am a delicate flower, clearly.
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So! Who is going to the subpop festival this weekend? More importantly, who is going on Saturday, since it seems like everyone I know for sure is going is going on Sunday?
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Happy 4th of July, lovelies! The lake is already filling up with boats, and I'm off to go to the boat festival. Will be back in time to fire up the bbq, though! Yay! Come over around 7 or 8, and we will have fun.
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I think I just agreed to have 4th of July at my house again this year. So! 4th of July at my house! Fireworks on Lake Union! My balcony is so awesome.
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I am amused by this cab driver who wants to talk gender theory after watching Josh and Joe hail a cab for me. Apparently, I'm supposed to be offended, because they find me to be a helpless creature who cannot hail a cab on her own. The thing is that that is true, and I appreciate that my friends are looking out for me, because I am not particularly aggressive when it comes to taxi cabs. That cab driver has many theories. 
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I think we can safely say that Total Eclipse of the Heart is the official McLeod theme song. It's been bringing the crowd to interpretive dance since the days when I could drink straight from the champagne bottle, and it just never stops being awesome.
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So Steph and Ryan have been sending postcards to the internet care of me about their crazy Appalachian Trail hike, and I've been scanning them and putting them on their website. In case you have been wondering about their progress. So far they've walked from Georgia to approximately Tennessee.

Entertainingly, this means that their website is actually updated a lot more often now than it was when they had access to indoor plumbing and electricity.
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Ok! Yes! Bbq at my house tonight! It is a bit of a mess in here, though. Bonus points if you can work the fire.
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This guy is my people: "My library is not a single beast but a composite of many others, a fantastic animal made up of the several libraries built and then abandoned, over and over again, throughout my life. I can’t remember a time in which I didn’t have a library of some sort. The present one is a sort of multilayered autobiography, each book holding the moment in which I opened it for the first time."
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It's about time for me to get a new camera, seeing as how my current one--a PowerShot A95--has had the shutter release button taped on for almost two years, since it leapt off of my camera once when Sean Nelson walked onstage. Figuring out cameras is hard! Recommend things, please.
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Naples
Originally uploaded by ginger lee.

I do not like motorcycles.

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Florence
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When I die, please send me here.

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I sent East Coast Paul a text whining about not being able to drink at all the fun parties the last two days--I think I'd be whining less if I wasn't also hungry, but a girl can only take so much--and he answered that the only way to get revenge would be to make out with all of you and infect you too. So you should be thankful that I am not as mean as East Coast Paul, who would totally have followed through. Or at least attempted to. (When I texted back to ask why he is still awake, he said, "new boyfriend snores. cock-in-mouth only temporary solution." Which is total class, right there.)
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Ok! Gargling with apple cider vinegar is wicked gross.
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Holy lord, what happened last night?
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Because I just got paid and Matty and Spencer are bad influences, I just bought these shoes:



and these shoes:



and these shoes:



I would have bought them downtown today, but the stoned salesguy couldn't find my size. It's even odds that he couldn't find the room where they keep the shoes at all. I think I need to go through my shoe collection and weed out the ones I don't wear again, though, because I have too many of them.

And hey, I found a purse! Well, Maggie found it for me. Because she is a genius.
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Thanks again for the extra day off, Presidents. I slept in, took a long walk, and now I'm going to go play go fish for a little while with the homeless guy that hangs out on my dock when it's sunny.

I just made my first attempt to find shoes to wear on my trip, and I am appalled. Is there a law that says that decent walking shoes also have to be ugly? Black shoes with brown toe caps? Really? I can't believe it's so difficult to find shoes that I can wear with a skirt while wandering through Italy for a couple of weeks. You are all geniuses; help me? There has to be an option that doesn't involve quitting being so vain about my shoes, which is so not going to happen.
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