i thought i was smart, i thought i was right

Sarah and Jesse are officially engaged.
Yes, I'm happy for them.
But Jesse sucks fairly efficiently.
See, this is what happened:
Jesse plans this big elaborate proposal in the middle of the rotunda involving several people, none of which are any of us, sarah's longtime friends. amanda, who just happened to be walking by, saw it.
I'm upset.
He says that he didnt tell any of us because he didnt want sarah to find out...it's nice to know he has such a high opinion of all of us. so because we didnt know, a hundred or so random people were there for this proposal thing, but none of us that love sarah were there. we weren't invited. i'm angry for being treated so badly, and i feel really stupid for being so angry.
i am not having a good couple of days.