That's all

[silverfae9]

So evidently Hay-den won't be traveling this-a-way any time soon, and this depresses me. All of the people I know in Seattle are just wonderful, but they're profoundly not the wet puppies. (The stunning exception to this is Jeff, who leaves books that are really puppies in my bathtub, takes me to the ocean, and is, you know, the prize out of my box of cereal.)

I think that the problem is that I am such a highly affectionate person and I've not yet become comfortable with the people around me to display this. And I miss other people that are the same way. I miss how Sarah would kiss my forehead whenever she would get up to go to the kitchen or her bedroom or anywhere else. I miss that Andrea would bake me cookies and muffins and leave them on my doorstep while I was in class. I miss baking people cakes and writing them little notes on menus and straw wrappers.

Aich, I think this is a cheap ploy not to give me back my art book.

I could go on but I won't. Instead, I'm going to pout, and then I'm going to call Mark and see if he wants to go have a drink tomorrow. I'm going to quit my bitching and start cultivating the friendships that I'm makig here.

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[haydenhed.livejournal.com]

i will be coming to Seattle darling....but i'll be leaving here on March 13 instead of Jan 10....kinda shitty, but at least i'm still coming....

aich

[silverfae9]

but it's so far away...i feel like a five year old and someone just told me christmas was being moved to February.